workin' on my pancakes

I love the Bob Seger song Night Moves because you can replace the words "night moves" with pretty much anything and have an awesome song about what you're doing. Like going through a corn maze or making shorts or eating pancakes! We had breakfast for dinner tonight. I love night pancakes.

I have not been blogging for tooooo long. My week break ended up being way longer than a week. I don't even have an excuse, I've just been lazy. Also been binging/purging pretty much every day which is just plain shameful! Also seeing my ex boyfriend again which is a million times more shameful. We've had this horrible on again off again thing going on for the past four and a half years. That is a LONG TIME. A lot of lies and bad times. I'm only 19, what am I doing? I haven't had a real relationship with anyone else and he is a diiiiiick but we keep getting back together! It's ridiculous. I wasn't planning on talking about him but it is kind of infuriating and ranting helps.

I have been feeling crafty lately. Also sleepy and too lazy to finish a big project, so I've just been making lots of little origami things out of travel magazines and playing with fabric and knitting. I am making a pretty lacy shawl for my grandmother because she is in the hospital again. I hope it comes out alright, it looks nice so far but i have like 30 stitches more than i'm supposed to and I don't know why! Oh well, the bigger the better probably.

I'm not even going to say everything I ate today. It was a lot but I purged it all. And I am alright with it because we had night pancakes! I've also started the couch to 5k running program. I started it awhile ago actually. Jeez I really haven't written anything in a long time! My first day of running I thought I was going to die. The first week's supposed to be easy but I am really out of shape. And no matter where you go you will be running up a giant hill in this town. Honestly. Everything hurt. Buuuuut I bought a pair of running shoes and went through the humiliating horror that is sports bra shopping for a 32DD, so I gotta stick with it. It's already gotten easier and more fun. Got to work harder.