I've felt really really good for the past few weeks. Like better than ever. I've been exercising and losing weight and getting my life back on track, it's been great. And I've had a ton more energy, despite getting less sleep than ever. But today I felt like crap. It was awful. The thing that was the worst about it was that it was just this vague, undefined sense of discomfort so there was nothing I could do to fix it because I couldn't figure out what was wrong. I felt drained and unhappy and uncomfortable and I just started eating hoping it would make me feel better. Of course that made me feel much worse, and nothing satisfied me anyway. About ten minutes ago I drank a tall glass of ice water and immediately realized I'm a fucking idiot. The past few weeks I've been keeping a pint glass of ice water in my hand at all times. Today the only thing I drank was tea. I'm about as far from a health expert as a person can get, but I can't say enough about how important and wonderful water is. Seriously. I love water.
I also love having a projector! And a decent stereo system to go along with said projector! It's useless during the day since this house is essentially one giant room made of windows but I'm still pretty psyched. We just watched Memento on it. AWESOME. There were a few problems with the dog standing in front of it and the cat trying to pull the sheet off the wall but it was still great.
Things I Ate Today (this is gonna be rough)
green tea
saltines with peanut butter
lindt truffles (ok, I had these right next to my bed for a MONTH without eating them as an exercise in self control, I just felt so crappy today I couldn't handle it!)
special k
homemade pesto pizza
girl scout cookies
AAAAGH I ate so much food I feel like I've undone everything. That's what I get for forgetting a hugely important thing like water.
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