sleepless

I woke up at 5:30 this morning. I always wake up early but this is ludicrous. I woke up at midnight and got back to sleep, but I couldn't do it again at 5:30. And I was at the bookbinding studio today. Sooo tiiiired. But there's no food there! That's a good thing! I came home and had some tea and Craisins and read for awhile. I love being able to curl up by the fire with my cat and a cup of tea and just read. I really needed to do laundry and finish cleaning my room but I was just too tired to care. I need to do something about this waking up at random hours during the night thing. It's been going on for over a month, waking up anywhere between 1 and 6. I started taking melatonin before I go to bed, that's definitely helped. Hopefully tonight I'll get a full night's sleep. And tomorrow I GET TO BE ALONE. FINALLY. I haven't been able to weigh myself in days, I don't know what to expect. It's probably going to be awful but once I know where I am I'll know what I need to do.

Seriously, tomorrow's going to be great. It will be so quiet and I can work out as much as I want and people won't offer me food and I can read in peace! I'm reading Barnaby Rudge right now. I love Dickens. I haven't talked about books yet on this blog, I should. Maybe tomorrow I'll post a list of books I'd recommend reading or something?

Things I Ate Today
decaf constant comment tea (I don't like decaf but I never drink caffeine after 3. I have enough sleeping problems as it is.)
craisins
chicken, mashed potatoes, cranberry sauce (oof. i only had a little of each though... i mostly filled myself up with water.)